["You see, **power** — real power — doesn't come to those who were born strongest or fastest or smartest. No. It comes to those who will do *anything* to achieve it."](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVHyisPZXBA)
4 years of self-therapy via [journaling](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Journal_therapy). Expert on recovery from severe trauma including such reactions as [electroshock-like convulsions](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Convulsion), [paresthesia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paresthesia), [psychosomatic pain](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Somatic_symptom_disorder), [defense mechanisms](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Defence_mechanism), [cognitive distortions](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_distortion), [genocidal rage](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rage_(emotion)), [self-hate](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-hatred), [self-harm](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-harm), [addictions](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Addiction), [suicidal ideation](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicidal_ideation), can talk to suicidal people and provide proper compassion. Can talk to [mass shooters](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mass_shooting) too.
Capable of doing [spy games](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Espionage) with complex [false narratives](https://brilliantio.com/false-narrative-meaning/) including [method acting](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Method_acting) depending on the complexity of the narrative. Can pretend to be anyone on a political spectrum, from [Neo-Nazi](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neo-Nazism) to [anarchist](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anarchism).
10 years of experience with [C++](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C%2B%2B) including:
* Modern [C++20](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C%2B%2B20) including [templates](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Template_%28C%2B%2B%29), [concepts](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Concepts_(C%2B%2B)), [full standard library](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C%2B%2B_Standard_Library), [RAII](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Resource_acquisition_is_initialization), [exception safety](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exception_safety), [allocator awareness](https://en.cppreference.com/w/cpp/named_req/AllocatorAwareContainer).
* Fluent speaker of [Standardese](https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/standardese).
Experience with [game engines](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Game_engine) such as [Source](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Source_(game_engine)), [CryEngine](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/CryEngine), [Cube 2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cube_2:_Sauerbraten), [DarkPlaces](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quake_engine#Derivative_engines).
Experience with [3D mapping](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/3D_modeling) for games such as [Team Fortress 2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Team_Fortress_2), [Counter-Strike: Source](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Counter-Strike:_Source), [Red Eclipse](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_Eclipse).
Experience with 2D mapping for games such as [Company of Heroes](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Company_of_Heroes_(video_game)), [0 A.D.](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/0_A.D._(video_game)), [StarCraft](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/StarCraft_(video_game)), [Age of Empires II](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Age_of_Empires_II).
Various experience with [Adobe Premiere Pro](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adobe_Premiere_Pro), [Vegas Pro](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vegas_Pro), [Kdenlive](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kdenlive).
Various experience with [HTML](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/HTML), [CSS](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/CSS), [Jekyll](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jekyll_(software)), [Hugo](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hugo_(software)), [Joomla](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joomla), [phpBB](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/PhpBB).
Various experience with [Apache HTTP Server](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apache_HTTP_Server), [Certbot](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Let%27s_Encrypt#Software_implementation), [Dovecot](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dovecot_(software)), [Postfix](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Postfix_(software)), [OpenVPN](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/OpenVPN).